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Two weeks? Has it really been that long? Dear Livejournal Friends. I would like to say how much all of you have influenced my life. You guys live all over, have different families, orientations, habits, attitudes and lives. All of those things have affected me and my life in some way and I thank you for that. I know I am slowly moving away from livejournal at the moment but I'm sure I will be back again, back to a time when I have more of it and more patience, writing skills, thoughts and pictures. Thank you all for sharing your lives with me on this site: Specifically Kite, Art, Elijah, Raul, and Jessicka. Even though I haven't been commenting too much, I try my best to get on and continue to try to help with anything I can and enjoy the long rants of 'how-your-day-was' and of other various topics. Once again, thank you everyone, I'm very grateful for all of you guys giving me the time of day to add my journal back in the process at one point or another. Dear Amber, I know we have grown apart. The days when we would mess around on Gaia are long gone, I think. I've changed too much, and you have too. It is like I don't know who you really are anymore; I have tried to MSN you and there is nothing to talk about, on either end. It is sad, and at the same time I wish for it all to come back to us, but maybe it is good we are not as close as we were. You will always be my friend though and I'm happy you've stuck with me for this long. Dear Kite and Art, Both of you have opened my eyes. Both of you have made me see a lot of the beauty in the world through your writings, thoughtful reflections on damn near everything. Also how you two have opened up your lives to me in a sense has awakened me. Thank you. I hope to continue to see excellent ideas form from both of you, even if you're not speaking. Each of you are on different and exciting adventures and I wish you guys love and luck. You guys rock! Dear Raul, I don't know why we've drifted. All I know is that I want us to come back and talk like we once did. I have some music to share that may or may not be significant to you. Please AIM me sometime soon.
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Where did everyone go?
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Goblet of Fire, Order of the Phoenix, or Prisoner.
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chewing
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i'm curious, how religious are you all?
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new AIM: notsunnypavement everyone go add it
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practice was crazy today. i have such a headache and the computer is making it worse. i want pancakes.
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Nothing completely crazy, except this one time I was traveling on the Greek Island of Santorini and from the port to the town you had to drive nearly straight up a cliff/mountain to get on the platform/mesa. Well the port was far below by the water, and so they had to jam-pack as many people on to each bus as they could to get us up the mountain, with all our luggage. It was the scariest bus ride of my life, because to go up, the bus had to make sharp hairpin turns at the end of each incline to go back and forth up the cliff. There were no railings at each turn, only a couple bushes, and at the bottom was a tiny amount of sand and then water. Every turn the people swayed to the other side of the bus so it wouldn't go over the edge. It was the freakiest bus moment of my life.
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"28:06:42:12 ~ keep your chin up, kid ~ you're aw sent 12/25/2008 9:14 AM: eeee <3 Thanks love for the wonderful presents~ The rabbit was adorable and oh my, webcam fun will be had ;] Thank you soooo much <3 ilu~! Merry Christmas~ " When I signed on MSN, the above message greeted me. This made my day. You're welcome, you're welcome, you're welcome! <333 I haven't felt joy like this for a long time. This is the most happy
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Why is the distorted laughter of children more menacing than a loud cry of pain when the doctors search for the injury?
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I highly recommend the Religious Tolerance website in my links list. It can answer nearly any question or concern about any religion. Even if you're confident that you know everything about your religion or practice, think again. There is something for everyone.
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Bad night for love all around, it seems.
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I like feeling this way. Livejournal is a good thing. It reminds me that all of us are stuck in the same hole. That thought calms me more than any object or chemical could. Where are you, 27?
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Hours and hours, I sat here at the computer, typing away. Taptaptapticktaptap Every now and then I glanced up at the dark window in front of me. I could see myself and the rest of the room in it, due to the illuminated yellow light of the chandelier above me. I went back to work as I sipped my orange juice. Taptaptaptaptickataptap I looked up one night and saw your face in the window; the taps of my keyboard were you knocking on the glass.
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Oh, and happy birthday Haley x]
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the Hadron Super Collider: www.cnn.com/2008/TECH/09/08/lhc.collider/i ![]() ;-; I don't want to die yet. That is fucking scary. I don't give a shit about particle matter, I dont want to fucking die just like that wtf.
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I want to cut my hair, a lot. I figured out this new way I like to keep it; somewhat pulled back by a headband, but leaving it out behind me. I wish my hair was a bit more poofier when I wanted it to be tho, like if i cut it short. When I say short, I mean to slightly longer than my chin. I've always liked my straight layered hair, but now I'm tired of it. The best place for me to be right now is away from my friends. I want to be stuck somewhere [preferrable Canada for some reason] in a place where I dont know where I am, and surrounded by people I've met once, acquaintances and friends I don't see to much, or at all like my internet friends. Then I could feel like I could truely be myself. I want to get away from parts of the internet that bad memories are associated with, along with the girls and the boys. The best friends I'm around every single day, I want them to leave me be and try new things. It isn't anything personal against any one person, I just need a break. Already. I think everyone should do something that makes them uncomfortable, but will ultimately help them relax in the end. Leave your boundaries, people. Grow the fuck up. Do things for yourself that help you out, even if it puts you on the spot, costs you something or makes you really angry. Basically, I want to be far away. I don't want to look at any of my school friends' faces, talk to them or goof around. I just want them all to go away. I realized yesterday how important my club team is to me. They're my friends away from friends. Every single one of them is special to me, and I'd hate to lose any of them, even the guests from Matt's team. Yesterday, Michelle and I had a tiny flit. We were goofing around and doing this confusing drill that I secretly really really dislike, so I was being the smartass that I am and just being sarcastic. It was some running drill that if you lost the race, you had to do two squats. It went from funny to upsetting in less than five seconds, and it ended in both me and Michelle in tears, and she wouldn't accept my apology for being a smarty to her. Tomorrow morning, I might have to ride with her, her close friend Lexie, and my coach up to the game in north Pinellas county. I am going to bring my camera and take some pictures.
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Big drama at soccer now :/ It is kinda complicated, I don't feel like explaining and it makes me tired to even try. I'll just say that Kevin, Danny, Scott and this new coach Kevin dragged in named Sean who is also a keeper coach all pretty much have a different aim for me. Kevin is being a bit selfcentered, Danny is letting his own opinion be formed by what Kevin is saying because Kevin is always anxious and excited about something that makes sense, Scott has no clue what is going on with these coaches, and I haven't even met Sean yet, but he is coming to Danny's practice tonight. Originally, because of my broken thumb, I was going to go to Scott's because I talked to him and he said he has some drills to do for me, but when my mom told Danny this, they had a bit of an argument about how both Danny and Kevin feel that I've "outgrown Scott because he hasn't even seen her play in the field, thus he doesn't know what is best for me." In with all that stupidness, my mom has to go to Back To School night tonight for information about this Quebec trip I want to go on with some friends, and the thing is at/around the same time as all these practices. Because of the dramas, some people can't/won't give me rides to the places I have to go. What I just typed above is very generally what is going on, I still haven't explained much. It's just soccer... Right? In other news, my mother finally allowed me to get a laptop. It is for school, but I know I'll probly be able to use it for whatever, like photoshop, etc. I also have an external hard drive for me to save all my music, etc on to it because my current computer is very near death. We're going to pick all this up at Best Buy tonight when driving to/from practice.
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Even though I sorta gave an idea of school a few posts back, here's a slightly more detailed explanation. Period 1 - Chemistry Period 2 - Photo Period 3 - World History Period 4 - Spanish II Period 5 - Advanced Algebra II Period 6 - Falcon Voices! Period 7 - English 10
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